Don't be. Take a step of Faith and trust that Jesus will be there!
Whatever you take on in Jesus behalf, He will bless it. Be cautious as you proceed: know that whatever you try to do in Jesus name, the fruit will be copious but so will the opposition. Ignore the opposition and follow the sweet anointing you have in your heart.
Jesus says, "My children, never, ever, throw off prayer and discernment for the opinion of men or demons. Never respond to rancor and throw your lot in with evil doers. Never trade the mansion in heaven for a place in the furnace prepared for the devils. Never be lazy in prayer and discernment. Understand your very salvation can be put at risk by coming under the yoke of calumny and gossip."
Arrogance will get in your way. Asserting that you are right and others are wrong. It is so easy to fall into this and it can grow quickly. If the enemy cannot get you to fall in the flesh, he will work on you and blind you by bitterness and pride. Hold fast to conviction and Holy Wisdom. Don't slide back into your old ways: especially in the areas of self-righteousness, envy, pride and arrogance. Don't lose what you have gained. We should pray for those who are in this condition, their conscious is seared and it's doubtful they even see it.
Peace be unto you,
Anna
Isaiah 55:11 “So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.”
Revelation 22:20 He which testifieth these things saith, Surely I come quickly. Amen. Even so, come, Lord Jesus.